cerita sebelum tidur

Mengganti channel televisi dikamar hotel, sementara teman tidur sekamar saya sudah terlelap karena kelelahan dengan kegiatan seharian dikantor dan rapat di hotel (swis ebel-ebel aku mneyebutnya, ;p #tidakboleh menyebut merk). Setahun terakhir semenjak saya pindah ke ibukota untuk bekerja, tak ada sedikitpun tertarik melihat telivisi kecuali acara-acara yang sya rasa perlu untuk saya tonton dan acara musik tentunyaa, itupun kalo saya lagi minat. Berhubung di hotel ada tv kabel, walaupun sebenarnya di ruang tv dikos sudah di pasang tv kabel, tapi kali ini saya tertarik untuk mengganti-ganti chanel di tv kabel hotel, siapa tahu ada film drama korea.... heheheheheh. Tapi saya hanya tertarik dengan acara music luar yang saat itu sedang memutar lagu-lagu bagus menurut saya, dan ada satu lagu yang membuat saya menunda tidur sayaa... lagunya Taylor Swift yang Back To December.

Situasi ruangan pada malam itu, lampu kamar sudah mati, teman saya si pika pun sudah terlelap, dan hanya video klip dan suara tivi lagunya taylor swift terdengar jelas di telinga saya. Saya berusaha memaknai lagu tersebut, huuuhhh!!! dalammm sekali.... langsung saya ambil bebe saya dan mendowloadnyaa.....

Sebenarnya maksud di lagu itu, TIDAK mencerminkan suasana hati saat itu... hehehe.... namun, saya tiba-tiba berpikir, apakah yang ada disana, yang entah sedang apa dan tak pernah memikirkankuu ituu pernah terbesit seperti apa yg dimaksud di lagu ini yaahhh????....

huffttt sepertinya enggakk.... tapi kalo denger n mendalami liriknyaaa, kerasa banget kalo si cewe it's really miss her ex BF and menyesal cause she left him behind!....

dan apakah diaaa juga pernah merasa seperti yg ada di lagu ini???... ahhhh.... ga sampe saya berfikir jauhhhh.... cause i don't think so.. :(
yasudaahhh.. langsung kuputuskan mematikan televisi dan menyusul teman saya tidurrr setelah lagunya selesai.....



BACK TO DECEMBER - TAYLOR SWIFT

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been gone, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.


I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.